Wednesday Is The Day

So here I thought I'm back to square one again after quitting from Stenta on last Thursday. Then, I was pretty occupied with dad staying over for a night which including fetching and sending him off to KLIA during the weekend.

I'm gonna skipped on that part on spending time with dad. Believe me, that involved a lot of me being scolded for all the petty stuff. Huh...I would never be good enough for him i guess.

Suddenly, he reminded me of Mr Ngoei...my MD at my previous company. But the good thing about Mr Ngoei is he wouldn't raise his voice in such a manner like dad does. Then there's a wide grin on Mr Ngoei's face whenever he talks to you. Somehow, I must have missed him. His conversation with me on pursuing me to withdraw my resignation letter and other small talks keep on lingering in my mind whenever I think about him. Well, I do admire his capabilities, no doubt. I've learnt a lot from him eventhough he's always being tough on us...tough love, as what we quoted from him. :)

Owh, side track a lil bit here it seems....Ok, so while I was busy looking over the internet on how to pay off my parking summon frm PDRM (unlucky incident occured at KLIA..duhhh), I received a call that i've been waiting everyday since the day I've quit~! Epsonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn......*winks*
So, I'm attending the 2nd interview next Monday. But that's more like meeting up with the HR's manager for a briefing. Chaz (Chezt? Chaz? I wanna call u CHaz as in Chester's nick name...ok so i feel awkward calling her Chaz as she hates the other nick name xp ) told me that she confirmed getting the job during the call for 2nd interview. Hmmm, does that means I got it???

I'm so ecstatic as I'm going to work at the same place with my buddy! Yeeeeeeeeehaaaaaa......
I'm glad I've made a decision that I have not regret as it took me a lot of guts to tender my resignation with no job offered then. I've met HR a few times, as well as with GM and MD. I finally able to say I'm firm with my decision. :)

I must say I was in melancholy mode on the last week staying in Stenta. I miss my batch mates...I kept on reminiscing during our entry as MT. The good old days...Eventhough some of us have parted their own way in different direction, I wish them the best in life though^^

Above all that, I received another surprise call from my lil sis. She wasn't coherent with her words and that's when mum filled me in. I got a letter calling for an interview as Pegawai Sains. I was bewildered for a moment. SPA??!

After all this while, finally at least there's a call for interview...it's been almost 1 year since I've applied for it. Mixed feelings now though. Epson....SPA. I know this is just for an interview but well, I might as well think this thoroughly.

Well, at the moment I would concentrate for Epson and gosh...i feel soooooooo...HAPPY! ^^

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Flightless Bird

All this while ignorance seems to manifest itself pretty well within me..
Somehow tonight I realize how much my mum misses me.....
I'm just not sure how to show my concern and care for my beloved ones especially my family.

I know at this point of time, mum's patience is put into test. All this while, mum is battling for life for the sake of her daughters.
Here I am, miles away from her. What's more it's been 1 year plus since my last trip back to Miri.

Her fear of being apart from her daughters starts to kill her softly within when she finally blurted it out through the phone calls.
I'm so sorry for not being able to be there for you, mum...
I'm sorry that you shedding tears for me, constantly worries and misses me.
Lastly, I'm so sorry that I've never uttered the words 'I love you' in front of you.

I love you mum.



P/s: Just wanna share this beautiful acoustic version of my favourite song. =)

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The Long Hiatus...

Apparently, I'm back with blogspot. Not sure why... I guess I'm still lazy to explore around with wordpress.

By the way, nothing much to write about now since my mind is pretty occupied with some other 'stuff'. Not really in the mood yet. :)

But just wanna share this one great video that really touches my heart & brings tears to my eyes.

Enjoy watching it :)



P/s: I want a puppy!!!!! @_______@
P/p/s: Stephie, this video is dedicated to you since you've been missing my blog! :p

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Migrating

So, here i am...so pissed off with the stupid blogspot! I'm facing the same problem again and again.

Hate it when that happens whenever I really need to let it out blogging.

I'm gonna explore wordpress soon and update my blogroll peeps...so stay tune... ^^

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A fond farewell....

Finally, the day has came. No matter how unprepared I was to bid my farewell to the rest in Genting View Resort (GVR), I just have to deal with it as time shows no mercy.

After the hectic week for the preparation of the Community Service in SMK Bentong, it's also happened to be my last day joi
ning GEMS.

Little did I know that my English group as well
as some other friends had actually planned up for a farewell party for me at the Club House. My room mates aka the 'accomplices' with the organizers Princess Farina and G (as well as the rest of the members ^^) had actually planned for the night.

I was speechless when I was there...to see everyone attending the party with the given time constraint as well as other commi
tments that they are obliged, be it personal or company matters. They managed to pull it off!

There's no other mean for me to express my deepest gratitude towards them. I went teary for a few times during the
party. Everyone was singing some goodbye /melancholy songs...it was overwhelming.

Addmore, when i was reading Syu's SMS during that time...i almost unable to compose myself together. She's one of my best buddy in the group and yet she's not there as she's away for her interviews. I wish s
he was there at that very moment, but I bet I'll cry a lot if she's around too.

Owh well, we all had fun singing and dancing altogether... not forgetting the chicken dance, everyone's favourite! Hahaha..... Can't believe they made me dance in front. Luckily, Jep was willing to be with me in the center....thanx Jep! :p

G even got us all a Secret Recipe's browni
e..Again, tears rolling down my cheecks when they sang the farewell song. The brownie reminds me of the bitter sweet memories that we all once shared. Definitely leaving all of you behind was my loathest part in making this life decision.



I always tend to belittle myself and never thought myself as that someone who will be missed afterall. Thus, you guys are the one
that keep my feet on the ground at the same time and realized that friends like all of you that makes the wonders more colourful in part of my life.

At the same time, I feel lucky for having great friends throughout my journey of life. I've meet all sorts of friends and truly an honour to befriend with single one of you....especially to my new addition of friends in GVR.

Hereby, I do cherish the efforts and time that all of you have sacrificed for me that night. No matter what the future has in store ahead of us, I know eventually we have to go our own separate ways...with that, I wish the best for your future undertakings.

Glad to be part of the 'ding ding clan' & it's my pleasure to know you guys!! :) Do keep in touch my friends and bear in mind that all of you will always remain in my heart ♥♥♥!!! (",)


P/s: GVR 01 Rocks!!!! ^^




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Back to the real world

I was escaping from the reality... I admit that.

That's part of the reason i'm here in GVR. I enjoy the environment and new friends here.
But i guess the real life kinda hunts me back.

I was just out from the jungle after our jungle trekking when i received the call from Stenta Films (M) Sdn Bhd again. Surprisingly, I got the job offer on this very Saturday.

I was puzzled....seriously I kinda flunked the last Thursday's second interview for that company as management trainee. I even thought of skipping that 2nd interview when i got the call on Tuesday. Heavy-heartedly went back to Wangsa Maju and straight away went to Bandar Baru Bangi to attend the interview...without any preparation!

What's more was that, I was so exhausted when i came back from Genting and headed back to Wangsa Maju before getting ready for another long journey to that location. I wasn't keen on the interview at all. Not to mentioned, also had forked out a lot of money for the taxi and public transport.

So, I was caught in the moment after talking to Miss Elaine. A tinge of sadness overwhelmed me too....staring at everyone besides me, I can't manage to comprehend the mix feelings I had. It's been almost 1 month i'm joining GEMS. How could i quit at this very moment?

Is this a real opportunity for me? And what's next for me here in GEMS? Train of thoughts started to flood my mind. *sighs*

Tonnes of preparation to do if i am to accept the job offer. That means i have to move out again for the 4th time and this time around i guess i need to get myself a car to commute around. Suddenly, i've remembered the doctor's advice during my last visit to the Gohtong's clinic here last week. He talked a lot about GEMS and life more than he talked about my sickness... a bit worry that he prescribed me the wrong medicine...hahaha.

He quoted a chinese proverb during the conversation with me which I don't even have the slightest idea what it's all about. The bottom line was that, he encouraged me to get myself a car from my dad. Hmmmmm. I dont trust my driving skill you see.......

Besides, I was dreaming of working back in Miri if I am to go back to arrange my interview with Shell again after my friend texting me about it. Little do i know soon after that, ironically i got a job offer here again.

Haih, really loathes responsibilities and dilemma...my problem solving skill sucks anyhow.
(<.<) Is this what we call entering the adulthood? Well, it sucks eh? I wish I dont have to grow up. (>.<)

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Reporting from Genting View Resort

Tiring weeks.... Having the labour day as a public holiday indeed a big relief for me as that means holiday for us here too.

I'm still in Genting View Resort for GEMS. I loathed the first week though. Motivation talk and stuff didn't seem to motivate me. Need another speaker for that perhaps and more room for improvement though. :)

The following week was crazy. We were divided into groups which we known as our companies then started off with the presentation on the identity of each company.

Then we have placement test for English so that we are divided into groups with the same level. More and more activities going on too. From presentation, sketch, and to debate friendly match...we having our Talent Day for tomorrow. Yet, my group has yet to practice...last minute discussion as everyone has other commitments towards our respective companies too.

Apart from the tight schedules and late night sleep...i enjoy my companionship here. From getting to know some friends at the swimming pool, occasionally hooping from one table to the other table during our meals to mingle with everyone and karaoke-ing session..it reminds me a lof of my old friends. I miss them.

I miss mum so much too. My english group was having an interview session with one of our trainer Mr Wijenderjit and suddenly tears rolling down my cheeks. It was something so rare to actually interviewed him. My group member Nina was just sobbing as Mr Wijenderjit mentioned about the sad story about his mum and little did i know i actually joined Nina soon after that when Mr Wijenderjit continuing sharing his words of wisdom.

I know how well it relates so much to me when he mentioned about his mum. It was a wake up call for me to really express my gratitude towards her as life is too short. I've should learn that from his life experience as I can't bear that consequence if i was to take things for granted in life.

Indeed it sounds ridiculous or petty for those who's reading this now but somehow Mr Wijenderjit is that one person who can really touched your feelings with his words and ensure we really grasp the meanings of his words. Inspiring moment with his afterall.

Frankly speaking, I'm glad to meet Miss Mathy and her husband Mr Wijen here in GVR. Inspiring couple that somehow left positive impact in our lives and touches our hearts in many ways. I wish them all the best in life. :)


Okies, that's all for now. Sorry that no pictures are included this time. Hopefully i'll have it for the next post.
So, shall continue with my work here... another rehearsal for Talent Day this evening.

P/s: I miss all of you my dear friends :)

P/p/s: Here's a song dedicated to all of ya...Everybody Knows by John Legend. =)




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