Back to the real world
I was escaping from the reality... I admit that.
That's part of the reason i'm here in GVR. I enjoy the environment and new friends here.
But i guess the real life kinda hunts me back.
I was just out from the jungle after our jungle trekking when i received the call from Stenta Films (M) Sdn Bhd again. Surprisingly, I got the job offer on this very Saturday.
I was puzzled....seriously I kinda flunked the last Thursday's second interview for that company as management trainee. I even thought of skipping that 2nd interview when i got the call on Tuesday. Heavy-heartedly went back to Wangsa Maju and straight away went to Bandar Baru Bangi to attend the interview...without any preparation!
What's more was that, I was so exhausted when i came back from Genting and headed back to Wangsa Maju before getting ready for another long journey to that location. I wasn't keen on the interview at all. Not to mentioned, also had forked out a lot of money for the taxi and public transport.
So, I was caught in the moment after talking to Miss Elaine. A tinge of sadness overwhelmed me too....staring at everyone besides me, I can't manage to comprehend the mix feelings I had. It's been almost 1 month i'm joining GEMS. How could i quit at this very moment?
Is this a real opportunity for me? And what's next for me here in GEMS? Train of thoughts started to flood my mind. *sighs*
Tonnes of preparation to do if i am to accept the job offer. That means i have to move out again for the 4th time and this time around i guess i need to get myself a car to commute around. Suddenly, i've remembered the doctor's advice during my last visit to the Gohtong's clinic here last week. He talked a lot about GEMS and life more than he talked about my sickness... a bit worry that he prescribed me the wrong medicine...hahaha.
He quoted a chinese proverb during the conversation with me which I don't even have the slightest idea what it's all about. The bottom line was that, he encouraged me to get myself a car from the father eventhough after the divorce.
Haih, really loathes responsibilities and dilemma...my problem solving skill sucks anyhow.
(<.<) Is this what we call entering the adulthood? Well, it sucks eh? I wish I dont have to grow up. (>.<)
That's part of the reason i'm here in GVR. I enjoy the environment and new friends here.
But i guess the real life kinda hunts me back.
I was just out from the jungle after our jungle trekking when i received the call from Stenta Films (M) Sdn Bhd again. Surprisingly, I got the job offer on this very Saturday.
I was puzzled....seriously I kinda flunked the last Thursday's second interview for that company as management trainee. I even thought of skipping that 2nd interview when i got the call on Tuesday. Heavy-heartedly went back to Wangsa Maju and straight away went to Bandar Baru Bangi to attend the interview...without any preparation!
What's more was that, I was so exhausted when i came back from Genting and headed back to Wangsa Maju before getting ready for another long journey to that location. I wasn't keen on the interview at all. Not to mentioned, also had forked out a lot of money for the taxi and public transport.
So, I was caught in the moment after talking to Miss Elaine. A tinge of sadness overwhelmed me too....staring at everyone besides me, I can't manage to comprehend the mix feelings I had. It's been almost 1 month i'm joining GEMS. How could i quit at this very moment?
Is this a real opportunity for me? And what's next for me here in GEMS? Train of thoughts started to flood my mind. *sighs*
Tonnes of preparation to do if i am to accept the job offer. That means i have to move out again for the 4th time and this time around i guess i need to get myself a car to commute around. Suddenly, i've remembered the doctor's advice during my last visit to the Gohtong's clinic here last week. He talked a lot about GEMS and life more than he talked about my sickness... a bit worry that he prescribed me the wrong medicine...hahaha.
He quoted a chinese proverb during the conversation with me which I don't even have the slightest idea what it's all about. The bottom line was that, he encouraged me to get myself a car from the father eventhough after the divorce.
Haih, really loathes responsibilities and dilemma...my problem solving skill sucks anyhow.
(<.<) Is this what we call entering the adulthood? Well, it sucks eh? I wish I dont have to grow up. (>.<)
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i often ponder to myself, is this it?? Life??..hmmm