Hmmm...

It's the 3rd day of the new year..... hmmm

Here i am back in UPM. *sighs*

Today didnt turn out well i guessed. Today sucks anyway (better not get into that part ) :(

I kinda have this phobia nowadays. People say you came into this world alone.. and thus you'll leave it alone too.. Lately, i felt hopeless about people around me. That's quite frustrating. I dont trust in friendship. I dont trust relationship. I dont trust in religions. Neither marriage too. Basically i just dont trust anything. What's left in this world for me then? I wonder.

Is it so selfish to have someone to really understand you and listen to you?? To be your supporting system when you fall?? I just dont know right now. Sometimes i felt like i'm no longer know the person i am too. But all i have is myself. Great.